weird hornlike thing

-brown and red

-moves strange

-lived off of fear of being different. It's this formation and collection of energy i collected because i have low self esteem and fear of what some might think of my true nature 

-i feel sluggish, slow and sad

-I think it's in part just energy but in part also a pest

-easily connects to this bigger pest

that belittles me

sääski/australian lizard

-racistic

-tongue throttle

-judgemental

-weird and old fashioned energy

-attached on fear of shame

worm

-been for a long time

-stimulates an orgasm

-orange in color 

-guilt, fear, punishment, submission theme 

-very cruel

-attached to my face

toutain

-mimics a narcissistic therapist i had and feeds the trauma i got / the energy

- qttached to my upper chakras and makes it hard to see and rhink clearly and makes me want to shut down and doubt

-has teeth but no eyes 

-relatively big

the rodent

-mimics people i fear

-makes these fucking movements and moves my jaw

-talks down on me

-causes me fear or mimics chaotic situations from the past

-been there for a long time

the demonlike thing

-sucks my nice things and energies

-horrible and sucks in. it looks like a sofa or some kind of a fungi

-feeds on self doubt, lack of boundaries, fear of abandonment

-whilst being a fungi it has these cufflinks. I've seen it in my dream. It's absolutely horrible 

-other entities or pests sort of make it's existence even easier. they are it's helpers. I'm not sure if it occasionally shows up as people i fear or dislike and talks with their voice . it's like it takes their form. it's like it tries to live through me like literally make a house of my body for itself. 

-i manifested it myself by sabotaging and hating myself and stauing in such low vibration for a long time. and thinking about energy pests and lived without a safe place within me 

-it has certain favorite subjects